In Loving Memory of
Donna Eby


This is the memorial of my mother, Donna Eby. She died October 13th, 1999. Now over a year later this is one of the hardest things for me to talk about. I sometimes just sit and cry to help mourn, sometimes i try and talk about it with friends but they can't understand the pain i hold inside. I don't want to forget about my mom but I don't like how I feel when I think about her death. She may not have been the best mother in the world, and yes I am the one that stopped talking to her a year and a half before her death but I'm the one that has to live with the decisions that I made. If I could turn the clocks back and start over everything between us would have been different. I can't say that this is much of a memorial to my mother but maybe writing this down for others to see will help be grieve. Some of my close friends know how much pain I am in because of my mom's death but no one could know just how much it hurts. Someday I hope there just might be a heaven where I can see my mom again. Maybe then our relationship will improve. Maybe some day I'll find a good way to grieve my mother's death and move on with my life. This is what I am feeling at the moment... may her spirit always follow and look over me.

@)~~~ Abbie Eby ~~~(@


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